Goodbye Ellie Goodbye

I tried to take some pic's of the kids with Ellie the night before she left but it didn't work too well. DJ captured this one and it is the best one. I cried and cried last night. I was so upset! We took her to her new Mommy yesterday. I know she will be happier there and I feel good about the decision, but it was still hard! DJ was real sweet while I sobbed but I think he didn't know what to make of all the tears. This morning I started my monthly and had an aha moment. I feel better today. Maybe I just had to cry it out. I also talked to Jodi, and sent emails to Tori and Kristen and that helped to write it out too. Thanks guys!